The kind of principles & ideologies that govern a country and its people is what makes legal versus illegal, success or failure. You don't have to blame yourself for anything, the system is corrupt, it harbors and brews criminal mentality and covers up constantly, making everything seem natural, and everyone arrogant, in the best interest of the country. No one is born a criminal, but the rage and immorality associated with crime is pornified and justified by being against naivety, imbibed into culture and religion. So, some ideology dictates killing and covering up with impunity for the prosperity of an entire race. But how long can you be part of these kind of people who are dirty, disease stricken and stink with jealousy for the fellow kind. Going against such culture or society is like being outcasted, locked out, and framed as being terrorist or anti-social. They won't let you make a border crossing exit so easily! Fight hard, build an international network of allies and like-minded people, this problem is only going to turn out to be global and would keep getting worse as you begin to suspect, investigate and harden yourself against their violence. No wonder nobody called back when you needed help against an entire system. Work on their guilt and break their cover-up at each step of the way, as they come.